regrets

i've never met anyone who doesn't detest regrets.

i've had regrets in my life.
not a lot,
just three significant ones.
one pertaining to my folks,
one pertaining to myself,
one pertaining to you.



it's 6am.
kelvin just drove me back.
with two old songs played in his car,
he reminded me of you.


atomic kitten - eternal flame
before i even talked to you in my life,
the closest i got to you was your MD player,
which i snatched from Daniel after he borrowed it from you.
i listened to it in the aquarium while studying for my CA,
while everyone else was busy bitching and socialising.
Your MD player was cranky,
it only played this song.
i listened to this one song looping,
for six freaking hours.

whenever i hear this song,
i think of you.
it was the start of everything we shared.

stephanie sun - sometimes love just ain't enough
for more than three years,
we shared laughters,
tears,
worries,
ups,
downs.
i made a dumb mistake,
there was no way out for us.
u chose this song as the ode.

whenever i hear this song,
i think of you.
it was the end of everything we shared.